This was not my first time. Remember you asked me some questions that some of the times that they wanted to ask you, you said they put off record. When I started explaining my stories, when I see them writing I would tell them no, and if they continued writing then I would go out. So I could have explained off record, but I don't want to say that I saw somebody with cameras or somebody was taping or somebody was recording what I was saying. So I was not entrusting - entrusted. So from the start it was difficult to get information from me and there were times that I would explain and nobody would write it.