"They" referring to the Kamajors and the civilians themselves. They wanted to kill me at that time. I mean, I prayed somebody else would have said something - experienced, I mean, or saw what was actually happening. I was at the point of death. I was really at the point. In fact without the civilians even laying hands on me, my appearance, you know - my physical - it's like I was dying. No health, no energy. I was really bony.