Okay. Why I said I did not want to explain to them was because I had taken it that whatever had happened to me, let it just stay within me, right up to the time maybe I would console myself and get into something else. And in fact I had a fear that maybe what if I come and talk to these people, what will be the consequence or what would happen as a result of my testimony. That's all I - those are the reasons I had the fear in me. Maybe in the future they will just say, "Okay, all of those who participated in this thing, let us arrest all of them". That was the reason I was afraid.