I felt like I would rather die with them because that was not the message the RUF brought all of us. I felt like that, I would rather die with them, because for the people whom we were talking with, all of us are civilians, the people whom we are talking with, we used to eat together, we sit together and chat. For them to have gone in one moment was a heartbreaking situation for us. It was traumatising to us, definitely. It was traumatising. Very devastating.