To go to the training base, nobody sent me. I myself - because of the harassment, I myself decided to become an RUF. Because if I escape to go to my country, to my people, they would say I am rebel. They would kill me. If I stayed there, I wouldn't have a free movement, so I decided to be part of the organisation, because they had said they came to free us. Yes, that was the reason I joined by myself.